sometimes it makes me a little sad that 365 days ago we were talking quite abit and skyping through the exam period. you telling me to study harder and asking what songs I liked, playing the guitar once in awhile... but now even when I see you around it's just a quick smile (or maybe shifty eyes at times) and then we rush off in different directions. not that I expected much but things like this often make you wonder how things could have changed so much. I'm glad you're happy and that you're doing well though.

keeping a safe distance because that's the best thing I can do right now.

there are some people whom you know & you want them to always be part of your lives. maybe you're one of them?

'I'm grateful for people who take another path'

that was something that made me think and reflect. quite meaningful I suppose but really I think it's just knowing that I am so sinful and undeserving but that He still died for me (:

tomorrow I'll be sitting for my 1st paper! 3 papers this week and then 1 next week and then freedom on the 18th of may. I'm excited to start, though of course a little nervous as well. but I know God is with me and that is more than I can ask for. I can do this!!!

funny how one year ago I was really dreading/crying/hating all my modules and this year it's been pretty different. also sad that tomorrow might be the last time I see all my chinese classmates cause most of them are going on study abroad in beijing next year :(

never realised that some things are quite easy to stick to once you've made up your mind. or maybe it just really goes to show how stubborn I am. and once I've decided on something, I just refuse to give in.

but it's almost as if I feel it's just a waste of time and effort talking to you right now. or maybe I'm just convincing myself that it is. fast forward to june please? then things will be better, or so I hope.