never realised that some things are quite easy to stick to once you've made up your mind. or maybe it just really goes to show how stubborn I am. and once I've decided on something, I just refuse to give in.

but it's almost as if I feel it's just a waste of time and effort talking to you right now. or maybe I'm just convincing myself that it is. fast forward to june please? then things will be better, or so I hope.