never realised that some things are quite easy to stick to once you've made up your mind. or maybe it just really goes to show how stubborn I am. and once I've decided on something, I just refuse to give in.

but it's almost as if I feel it's just a waste of time and effort talking to you right now. or maybe I'm just convincing myself that it is. fast forward to june please? then things will be better, or so I hope.

maybe it feels like we're drifting further and further because we actually are.

things to be thankful for:

a great Easter break (:
good time spent with friends
emails from home which always remind me of what's important in life (not money, not grades, but family)
nice weather in London
skype calls with my family
good music
that my birthday is drawing near (exactly 4 months HAHAHA)
occasional productive days
that Jesus died for my sins on this day 2011 years ago even though I don't deserve it

test test test!