I know things are going to change between us. that in a matter of a few months, we're no longer gonna be how we are now. I told myself to really not crumble this time but I just can't help it sometimes. maybe it's not something that's within my control but it just saddens me that things are like this. there are so many songs that could possibly describe this situation right now and maybe I don't want to admit that I feel this way because I know it's not something I can be in control of... which is why when I was asked about it I just didn't know what to say. because what's the point of even talking about it when I know what's on your mind?

I just hope you know that you'll always be a special friend.